you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be

So I haven't blogged in forever. I don't even have an excuse, I've not been necessarily busy at all. Well I have. But put it this way, I've had plenty of time to update you lovely people on my life and what's going on. It's only just really occurred to me that I haven't really told you anything about me as a person. There's not much to me, nothing worth explaining. I really am just a typical person living a life that so many before me have lived. But at the same time, I have a perspective nobody else can see. I don't know what they see when they peer through their own eyes, but I know what I see. I see a lot of blank personalities, I see trust crumbling and I see jealousy thriving on peoples insecurities. I see lots of things. But I don't think it's what we see that we know.
Shyness can stop  you from doing all the things in life you'd like to.




So, now I've stopped being gay and philosophical, I shall update you. I have been (for the last few days, since Sunday really) chilling with some of the girls - Watts, Rach, Arrowsmifff and a few lads - Elliot and Toby. Which was noiceee as the weather has been lush, and I had Watts and Proudman over for a sleepover. We slept in a tent that Proud' and I successfully put up (I'm still proud of that) and we generally just had a laugh that day. Got some epic tanlines, the usual.
Then we chilled again but it wasn't as sunny and we were all tired so it was all a bit blegh and stuff. But yeah.
Good times.
Holiday soon.
sgjsdgjsdgjsdj YAY YAY YAY - I'm going to be working shit loads so I don't know why I'm excited.