comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection

You're like an apple hanging from a tree, i picked the ripest one, I've still, got the seed. You said move on where do I go? I guess second best is all I will know. Cos when I'm with him I am thinking of you, what you would do if you were the one spending the night, oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes. You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter like a hard candy with a surprise center how do I get better once I've had the best? You said theres tonnes of fish in the water so the waters I will test. He kissed my lips I taste your mouth, he pulled me in I was disgusted with myself, cos when I'm with him I am thinking of you, thinking of you, what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night, I wish that I was looking into your eyes, you're the best and yes I do regret, how I could let myself let you go, now the lesson's learned, I touched it I was burned, Oh I think you should know, cos when I'm with him, I am thinking of you.

cool stuff

year 11 man

Year 11 2011. What a load of wonderful cute amazing people. <3

då blir barna fulla med sommar och bena blir fulla med spring

This video reminds me of when I was a little girl during the summer. So I didn't dress quite like this, but I spent my summer in a similar sort of place doing things like this. Reminds me of easier, happier, and in general better days.

Apologies go a long way y'know young readers.

emil i lönneberga

Emil I Lönneberga.

Påminner mig om när jag var barn. Det är ju bara så himla gulligt.  

Kollar på första filmen i lugn och ro, och skrattar varje gång nån pratar.

Till exempel, Anton Svensson: "Den kan äta våran bröd och fläsk!"
Lina:  "Ja, och mig!"
Anton Svensson: "Ja, men våran bröd och fläsk. Tänk på det du!"

Hahahahaha. Anton är kung, helt säkert på det. Längtar till Sommaren nu.

<3

and the boys

and there's gold falling

 from the ceiling of this world
falling from the heartbeat of this girl
falling from the things we should have learned

falling from the things we could have heard

Falling from the love we never earned
Falling from the sky that should have burned
Falling from my heart
Falling from my heart
Falling from my heart
Falling from my heart.

<3

darling darling stand by me.

"It's too late, to be smart now,

We're all out of luck and things to say,

You're gone and I'm alone now, 

I never meant for things to end this way, 

But it seems,

You can't help it,

You keep on flirting till I can't see straight,

It ain't fair,

But I guess you gotta roll with the punches,

It's true,

I can't get you off my mind,

It's you, and the mess you left behind."

I love a bit of Oh Laura before bedtime. Their lyrics just sort of sum me up.

"It's just my luck to find someone like you." 

I worry about myself sometimes. I'm far too reckless for my own good. I get into things without thinking straight and then I realise after that I've made a mistake, but I'm too stubborn to admit it to others. This isn't specific to right now, fyi, because for a change, everything's going pretty well, life wise.

I just felt like putting that out there.

Today, I met up with Amy Lavigne Smith, who is just one of the most wonderful people in the world. She makes me laugh so much :) And I just enjoy being in the company of somebody who is just so kind to everybody. Even if she's a bully. ;)

On a different note, it's Saturday tomorrow, which excites me more than it should. 

Saturday, for me,

means sleep, food, the conversation I look forward to all week and a late night.

And, no exams!

Life is...blossoming. 

in a massive stress.

After exams, not gonna lie, the last thing I want to do, is talk about how they went. Which I've told to both of my parents EVERY time they ask. And they still continue to be nosy and ask. WHY ARE THEY DOING THAT? So at dinner, they both decide to interrogate me about my weekend plans of revision, and I'm sat there staring at them willing to say SHUT THE FUCK UP. Then they complain I don't eat enough. Then complain I don't clean up enough. WHAT DO YOU BLOODY WANT?

I cannot literally do anything right. Ever. Just don't talk to me, annoying people.

I'm so sick and tired of revision, I just want some peace without them irritating me and making exams worse.

That surely cannot be too much to ask.

No. Didn't think so actually.

-.-

stand by meeee

This video makes me really happy. I just love it. 

I want to love you madly, I want to love you now, I want to love you madly, away.

"It's a long and complicated tale, that of us, but it began with two strangers who were looking for a bit of fun, and it turned into two lovers holding hands under the stars wondering why they 

were lucky enough to be blessed with life."

I'm a bit of a romantic, I have to say. It's not a very good trait, I suppose, but I quite like it.

he said i am the devil boy, come with me and we'll make many storms.

I've said this about ten billion times on my blog but I am in absolute love with Angus and Julia Stone. They just, make me happy. A brother and sister duo that can sing so beautifully together and just ah, they are pure love. Their lyrics are pretty, their voices are pretty, their songs are pretty, Julia's guitar is pretty. They are just pretty.

"I'll taste the devil's tears, drink from his soul - 

but I'll never give up you."

Right now, I'm sat feeling very proud of myself and my drama group and to be honest, everybody doing GCSE drama. Everyone has worked so hard and it obviously paid off today, despite the tears and the smiles, everybody did exceedingly well and I'm proud of every person in that room today! Everyone gave it their best despite the heat, pressure and not to mention the ugly dresses. 

So what more is there to say. Nothing else except Drama has been on my mind this week really. Haven't had time to be philosophical or anything at all. The weather is getting worse, which for me, means bad moods ahead. I have pathetic fallacy, it's so strange. I have a headache as well, but I think I might just be knackered.

I came home to some flowers and a house that smelled of fresh bread and cake. My parents had been baking all afternoon for me, which was adorable. I get chinese for dinner as well, which is brilliant. 

I'm going to have a bath, and have a sleep. Then get through friday.

THEN WEEKEND WEEKEND WEEKEND.

And that, ladies and gentlemen. Is a promise. ;) 

even with all these wounds, i'll survive you.

I'm in a bad mood. Drama group did well today. Now we just need to do it like that tomorrow.
<3

PATHETIC BLOODY FALLACY

Okay, my previous blog just wasn't rant enough. I've come back for some more ranting. Basically, I'm sick of making loads of effort with trying to get people (I see people. I mean person.) to like me. The crazily stupid thing is that I barely know him, but I keep my hopes up so fucking bloody high. He doesn't like me, SO WHY THE FUCK AM I BOTHERING? I have no bloody idea. Do I even like him? Hell knows. Feelings are so so soooo over-rated. I get jealous because he liked some other girls picture. WHAT THE HELL. WHY.

It's all too fucking difficult to be frank. 

I need a latte and a cuddle.

PATHETIC BLOODY FALLACY.

blegh

haven't spoken to you for a week.

i'm in a shit mood.

brilliant.

hate boys.

there's a moment to seize every time that we meet but you always keep passing me by

Listening to Ellie Goulding/ the rain. It's sort of peaceful but I'm getting a bit like, moody. I love listening to the rain though. As long as there's no thunder or lightning, I'm all good. But you know...

I've been revising all day, which has been interesting, and also dull and very boring. Pathetic fallacy, some might say. Okay, just English freaks like me.

there ain't nothin' that i need

So, today, I had an art exam all day and the same goes for tomorrow. So that's gonna be er...fun? I've done loads though today, and I feel confident about at least finishing it. I've decided after today that watercolour is a nightmare and I never want to use it ever again! I walked home with a face full of graphite and Acrylic stains all over myself. Ah. Art is the type of mess I like. 

creativity is golden.

I knew you once, beautiful girl, let the sunrise come again.

Okay then beautiful people of the blogging world. 

I'm writing this in the pitch black with The Beatles giving my ears a little sweet symphony to sleep too. 

Brillo-pillow.

I'm getting a bit nervous,exams are practically knocking at a door with a very unstable doorway, and I  feel very unprepared. But at the same time, I'm not too nervous because, I know myself and I know that if I took my exams today I woulf probably at least pass most of them. I don't want to just pass though. I want to do well. And that's all very irritating when you can't motivate yourself to concentrate.

Blegh.

I should have known better with a girl like you.

I just love George Harrison. It's a fact. Ah, wow.

all bound for morning town many miles away.

So, basically, it has come to my attention that I have the most boring life anybody has ever lived. NOTHING IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. WHAT THE FUCK. I want something really interesting to happen. Something good, for a change. Of course, by "nothing is happening" I am of course referring to the male species in my life, because, it's really weird when you don't know whether you like somebody because you barely know them / never met them / met them but barely speak type situations, it's almost impossible to know what to do. Do I just play it cool and act like I'm all good with my life even though IT'D BE PRETTY DAMN AMAZING IF SOMETHING HAPPENED. Or do I just crash and melt and live alone forever. I've finally gotten to the brink of loneliness. It's so bloody boring. Boys give me something to look forward to. I always like somebody, always! 

I am of course, not so completely desperate that I will go out with just anybody, because that would be weird and y'know. Well. Weird. But I just want to meet somebody completely randomly that nobody else has ever met and it would just be interesting and fun because, THEY WOULD BE MINE. I wouldn't have to share them with everyone else I know, which would make a mahoosive change, because a lot of my past boy interests have nearly always ended up liking one of my friends more than me, which I understand but still. Would be nice if just one could actually just like ME rather than my friends. 

I'm really not to sure what has brought all of this on.

I think it's the fact that I'm severely bored and not knowing what to do with myself.

I am obviously, addicted to men. Not cool Anna, not cool.

wah.

home is wherever i'm with you

So, right now I'm watching Super Sweet Sixteen and wondering what to wear tonight. I'm not good with that, I'm really indecisive. About everything except what I want to eat. I'm a real fussy eater so it's not hard for me to decide. Literally, I have a mini phobia of putting something in my mouth that tastes of something I don't like. I've always been that way. If anything so much as touches what I don't like, I won't eat it. I can't even be in the kitchen when somebody is cooking something I hate. I really wish I wasn't like that, it makes spending time round friends and stuff kind of hard. But it's a habit I've had literally my whole life. In fact, I've got loads of strange little habits. I don't like unmade beds for one. The second is correct grammar and punctuation. I hate the disregard for it, simply because, sentences just don't make sense without it and people act like it does. Well, it doesn't. So there.  Another thing I'm a bit OCD about is doors. If I walk in an open door, I will leave it open. I hate people leaving my bedroom door open. It's my space and I don't want everyone else to be a part of it.