all bound for morning town many miles away.

So, basically, it has come to my attention that I have the most boring life anybody has ever lived. NOTHING IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. WHAT THE FUCK. I want something really interesting to happen. Something good, for a change. Of course, by "nothing is happening" I am of course referring to the male species in my life, because, it's really weird when you don't know whether you like somebody because you barely know them / never met them / met them but barely speak type situations, it's almost impossible to know what to do. Do I just play it cool and act like I'm all good with my life even though IT'D BE PRETTY DAMN AMAZING IF SOMETHING HAPPENED. Or do I just crash and melt and live alone forever. I've finally gotten to the brink of loneliness. It's so bloody boring. Boys give me something to look forward to. I always like somebody, always! 

I am of course, not so completely desperate that I will go out with just anybody, because that would be weird and y'know. Well. Weird. But I just want to meet somebody completely randomly that nobody else has ever met and it would just be interesting and fun because, THEY WOULD BE MINE. I wouldn't have to share them with everyone else I know, which would make a mahoosive change, because a lot of my past boy interests have nearly always ended up liking one of my friends more than me, which I understand but still. Would be nice if just one could actually just like ME rather than my friends. 

I'm really not to sure what has brought all of this on.

I think it's the fact that I'm severely bored and not knowing what to do with myself.

I am obviously, addicted to men. Not cool Anna, not cool.

wah.