The Army - Anna Bergendahl.
I really love that song, it makes me kind've happy. It gives me hope, sort've.
Well at the moment, life is really good, and I think I know why.
a.) I don't like anybody.
b.) People keep making me laugh :)
c.) I'm just enjoying myself.
There are of course shit things about my life, like exams, but I'm on top of all of my revision, coursework is nearly over and y'know, I just feel pretty good about myself right now. There's nothing I feel pressuring me. I'm one of those people who stress when they aren't stressing because i feel like I should be stressing about something? I understand if you think I'm making no sense, but it makes loads of sense to me. I'm just like that. I'm somebody who will worry if I don't know something or feel as though I should.
I also feel the sorrows of others much to deeply. If I know someone is sad then it plays on my mind on repeat until I can help in some way, I always worry about others before myself. I'm not sure whether that's good or bad, but I always try and be the type of friend I'd want.
It works that way, because I don't do anything wrong - or more specifically, anything I wouldn't mind somebody doing to me. I couldn't lie to, betray, or so much as upset a friend or stranger without feeling fifty stone guilt for days on end until it was sorted.
p.s Spanish boys, nom.
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