I'm kind of in my element right now. Just chilling with one light on, and it's a stupid time of the morning to be blogging, but you guys are getting the drift that I basically, just don't sleep. And there is a reason for that, btw, because those of you that don't know me won't know that i'm an insomniac. I'm listening to Simon and Garfunkel, and I just feel sort of. Happy. I feel like everything's going okay, because nothing's happening and I don't want it to. My dad always says no news is good news, and I agree with him.
"Last night I had the strangest dream, I ever dreamed before. I dreamed the world had all agreed to put an end to war. I dreamed I saw a mighty room, the room was filled with men. And the paper they were signing said they would never fight again."
So, a while ago I did a blog about 30 things about me. I'm going to update it a bit, because, well, I just. Want to. Okay?
1.) I'm a bit of a cynic.
2.) I'm really independent.
3.) I hate people trying to comfort me, I don't know why.
4.) I'm not good at expressing my own feelings towards situations.
5.) But I'm good at advice for others.
6.) I like to listen to the thoughts of others.
7.) I like being alone.
8.) I hate when I feel like somebody is trying to intrude on a happy situation.
9.) I wish I was more logical.
10.) I'm a grammar freak.
11.) I'm weirdly passionate about History. It makes me happy.
12.) I can't cook. At all.
13.) I have a bit of OCD with cleaning my hands.
14.) I hate when people breathe/eat loudly. It just sounds so...loud.
15.) I really dislike people who chew with their mouths open. It's revolting.
16.) Manners matter to me, a lot.
17.) I like to meet new people.
18.) I hate being restricted.
19.) I keep secrets like they were gold dust.
20.) I'm constantly jealous. Of everything and everybody. It sucks.
21.) I hate when I feel like I'm making loads of effort to try and impress somebody and they don't notice.
22.) I wish I was a lot thinner.
23.) I can be very impractical.
24.) But I don't like other impractical people.
25.) Being late really annoys me.
26.) I hate people who mess plans up. It's so annoying.
27.) I love spontaneity.
28.) One day I just want to go on a really long journey and not tell anybody where I'm going, just so I can get away for a bit without being disturbed.
29.) I know one day I'm going to be really lonely, because I tend to push away anybody who tries to get too close to me.
30.) I hate it when people tell me they understand me. Because they don't.
31.) I don't get frightened easily, but I jump at quick movements.
32.) I hate thunder and lightning so much. It's so scary :(
33.) I'm not really a cuddle person. But sometimes, I just need a hug. I'm too stubborn to tell anybody.
34.) I wish that sometimes I could be a bit less negative so I could enjoy things for the timebeing. But I'm too aware of life.
35.) I feel like other people live my life for me.
36.) I used to be really creative. I don't know where it's gone :(
37.) Vitamin water and caffeine keeps me alive.
38.) I wish I understood myself.
39.) I hope one day I can find somewhere I feel truly happy.
40.) When I'm happy for a while, I know I'm about to lose that feeling soon.
Inga kommentarer:
Skicka en kommentar