I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home, I'll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you.

Before I begin, this is amazing. Enjoy it. Now. 

Yeah, Taylor Swift lyrics as the title, very original I'm sure. I'm a massive hater of mainstreamers but I kind've wilt when it comes to Taylor Swift. Her lyrics just basically paint the picture of an average teenage girl and the thoughts and feelings and outlooks we have on the world, and our own separate worlds, and the world we'd like to live in. That's what I think anyway. I can honestly say I can identify with most if not all of Taylor's songs. 

"In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream, it's like a million little stars spelling out your name, come on, come on, say that we'll be together, come on, come on, little taste of heaven."

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, about everything. Being away from everything gives you a chance to forget, but then think things through. It's not really made me progress, but don't get me wrong, I needed a serious think about things. I've decided that I like being healthy, excited, happy and full of sunshine. I don't want to let things bring me down anymore, and I refuse to let those around me change that. I've also decided that boys need to play a lesser part in my life. I focus everything around one particular boy, go out of my way to walk ways I know he is, think about him all the time, and frankly, it gets me no step closer to him. So, when I finally stop being such a chicken and confront him about it (don't expect that to be any time soon btw) then maybe, he'll tell me what I want to hear, but most probably he'll tell me he doesn't feel the same and I can start living my life without him and just continue as if nothing happened. Whatever happens, I need either. I can't continue in my secret but very obvious way that I have been living these last 7 months. craaaaaaazy.

Today, I met up with my second half cousin, had cake, coke and a chat in some amazing Bohemian cafe. Which was awesome. I love catching up with those who I haven't spoken to in AgggGGGEEeezzzZz. < Loser.


May blog later. But for now....
Adios Amigos!