the night will always win.

"We are young, we drink and we fight and we learn just because we are young."

So, I'm a bit undecided about today. Lots of completely random and stupid and sad and weird and now I'm just listing adjectives but really, there really were these many different emotions all mixed up into today.

But, I'm a very laughable person and I honestly just don't stop laughing half the time.

I can't remember a parents evening when my laughter hasn't been brought up...I really am that bad!

I laugh at absolutely anything.

Like yesterday, my school got some visitor from India who did the most amazing art with gold and mountain colours (I would explain more but I haven't a clue what he was talking about) And yeah. That was cool. But, his voice just made me want to burst out laughing. His English wasn't too brilliant, bless him, and he just kind've reapeated words like "Mountain" "Paint" "Clay" and "Shiny". He then decided to walk around showing us some of his paintings which were amazing but then, he just made me laugh by saying that he once painted the backside or something and I just stood there uncontrollably shaking because I didn't want to be rude and laugh properly. So instead I just shook for about ten minutes. Bleh, amusement.

And then, tutorial as always is just hilarious because my tutor group are darlings and well, they're just hilarious really. My tutor group make me happy when other people fail too, it's true. I was sure I was going to hate vertical tutoring but actually, I really enjoy it and my tutor ( who for some reason everyone is in love with, but i'm really at a loss as to why... ) Then I went through some old photos which weren't cute at all and just horrific and why on earth was I allowed out the house looking and wearing certain ways/things. I'm so bored of school and I just cannot wait for that to be over because, well, I just don't want to be in a hot stuffy building wearing uniform when the weather is as pretty as it has been lately.

On a side note, Hettie Parrett you are an absolute star and I love you lots and lots. <3

Me and Han went for a date yesterday, had chips, coke and a lie underneath the massive blue sky and that was just pretty. I loved every minute of it. It was noice.

P.S I edited this blog about 3 times because it was just a massive list of what made me laugh.

it still pretty much is.

sorry <3